Etapa tonta y existencialista!

My heart says: You’re so happy to have met such an amazing person like him, he changed your world in a single night, made you perceive the world in such a different and marvelous way you never knew, he broke all your paradigms and showed you a completely world than you’re used to. I don’t even understand why you are feeling this way, but it feels so good, you haven’t felt like this in years and when I say years it’s for real it’s been like that, you don’t even know if he feels the same way for you, but you should worry but enjoy this because it feels so fucking good.

My mind says: Chris, think with your head not your heart, let us put it like this, he is just a person you met, you are happy for this new friendship and it is even more special because of his kindness, but I don’t think something will arise, be smart and let him go, after a week he will be just another random guy in your life, get done with this or you’ll get hurt.



Chris's update

* I'm doing awesome in school as usual! But as it always happens my class-mates hate me but it's not my fault they're an assholes.

* I will start taking tae-kwando, so I can relax and fotget the real world for a bit.

That's pretty much it, nothing special but this is maybe due to I've been studying full time and I relatively have time for nothing.

Stay tunned!
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2011 - here we go!

Another year has gone by, along with failures and successes. This year, though, I don't intend to have resolutions because I learnt in the past that those resolutions never succeed or stayed for quite long. All I can say is that I'm more than ready to embark on whatever journey life will bring, I'm not scared at all rather I have the courage because I know I will fail, I will cry, I will be sad sometime but I will be as happy as I am/was this past year, I will work as hard as I can to go on this thing we called life!
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As for 2010

Yes, I've made mistakes... But life didn't come with instructions.
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La vida es...

Hoy me siento vacío y no es otra de esas tantas etapas existencialista de mi vida sino más bien que me he dado cuenta que a pesar de contar con ciertos privilegios en la vida y de haber tenido una vida prospera y exitosa hasta el día de hoy, aún todo eso no me llena como persona porque al final del día toda esa felicidad momentánea es sólo eso, porque mi banalidad y materialismo son parte muy importante en mi persona y es muy triste decirlo pero me hace muy feliz el decir: yo tengo, yo he sido, yo he hecho, soy amigo de y me hace feliz por un momento. Pero al final del día me doy cuenta que siempre he vivido una Vida superflua, vana y materialista disfrazada de una felicidad que lo único que deja en mi es un vacío.
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Time to move on!

"For life is an ongoing business not a still picture"

In life you should never stay still, no matter what life will bring, you should never give in. For life's a race and at the end you only compete with yourself...
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