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If I’m asked to describe and sort of 'label' my frame of mind, I surely wouldn’t have an accurate answer but the tangible fact that I’m really happy with every goal achieved so far, in fact I haven’t achieved any material goal or so rather the fact that I feel more connected with the inner me, as I was floating up in the space and I just could feet back on the ground, I couldn’t certainly describe every emotion, but it is damn pretty exhilarating to feel this way, the Chris I always wanted to be it is actually walking down the street. To this point I gotta thank a person whom has taught me in a couple of months more than I had learnt during my whole existence, the level of self-esteem he brought to my life it is priceless and hard to put in words, I really happened to find myself, to really care about myself and stop worrying about stupid crap.
To some degree I have faced so many challenges, neither of them has been as though as I thought they might be. My life’s filled with hopes and expectations to accomplish, I’m really living my life my way right now, I do whatever I want and whenever I want, I feel like I’m about to really connect with the inner and probably within the time I could accurately give a certain description of what I am and what I am feeling and going through. I’m not the type of person that does what every person does; my life’s more complex to a certain extent. It is funny when I think of the years gone, I always lived lost in thoughts and actions, nowadays everything have/is changed/changing, but I’m really happy for everything I’ve done, I don’t regret anything because probably I have gone through bad moments but I surely learnt something, sometimes we happen to think that making a mistake it is something to regret of, I would rather think that making huge mistakes gives you the opportunity to learn huge lessons because there’s nothing better than learning and besides you grow as a person, we never stop learning and people perfectly know it, as we never stop growing, I wouldn’t say to this point that I’m a totally grown-up rather the fact that I’m a more mature and gentle person.
The future doesn’t scare me at all because I learnt in the past that enjoying present time rather than focusing far too much on long-term hopes and expectations is healthier and far less stressful. I see a more mature Chris to a certain degree, I wouldn’t say that the spoilt brat I was it is gone because I surely still have some spoilt behaviours but that means nothing because I’m a new person now and it is all because of me, I feel so happy, now I know what and who I want to live for.
Ears tuning: Chasing Pavements
Adele
Longing for: Run under rain
Current frame of mind: Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements even if it leads nowhere
Life probabilities: 82%
To some degree I have faced so many challenges, neither of them has been as though as I thought they might be. My life’s filled with hopes and expectations to accomplish, I’m really living my life my way right now, I do whatever I want and whenever I want, I feel like I’m about to really connect with the inner and probably within the time I could accurately give a certain description of what I am and what I am feeling and going through. I’m not the type of person that does what every person does; my life’s more complex to a certain extent. It is funny when I think of the years gone, I always lived lost in thoughts and actions, nowadays everything have/is changed/changing, but I’m really happy for everything I’ve done, I don’t regret anything because probably I have gone through bad moments but I surely learnt something, sometimes we happen to think that making a mistake it is something to regret of, I would rather think that making huge mistakes gives you the opportunity to learn huge lessons because there’s nothing better than learning and besides you grow as a person, we never stop learning and people perfectly know it, as we never stop growing, I wouldn’t say to this point that I’m a totally grown-up rather the fact that I’m a more mature and gentle person.
The future doesn’t scare me at all because I learnt in the past that enjoying present time rather than focusing far too much on long-term hopes and expectations is healthier and far less stressful. I see a more mature Chris to a certain degree, I wouldn’t say that the spoilt brat I was it is gone because I surely still have some spoilt behaviours but that means nothing because I’m a new person now and it is all because of me, I feel so happy, now I know what and who I want to live for.
Ears tuning: Chasing Pavements
Adele
Longing for: Run under rain
Current frame of mind: Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements even if it leads nowhere
Life probabilities: 82%
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